I am jealous of the mothers of all the healthy babies.
I am jealous of the easy parenting my cousins have had.
I am envious that they can carry on conversation with other adults,
That their children are in gymnastics
And do all the things regular kids do.
I really do make the best lemonade out of the lemons,
But sometimes I have so many lemons
That it's hard to figure out what to do with them all!
I should be thankful that I even had moments of adult encounters,
But I am not.
I hate this FAS stuff sometimes.
I hate lipstick on my new clothes from her kisses.
I don't mind the kisses.
I hate finding my kitchen knives in her purse.
I hate having a stretched two year old in a very womanly body!